Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Darkness is Where We Are

F. Buechner in Listening to Your Life, Dec 1st.
"Give us grace that we may cast away the works of darkness, and put upon us the armor of light, now in the time of this mortal life in which thy son Jesus Christ came to visit us in great humility: that in the last day, when he shall come again in his glorious majesty, to judge both the quick and the dead, we may rise to the life immortal."

All the paradoxical themes of Advent are compressed into that handful of words: Christ coming at Christmas time in great humility and again at the end of time in glorious majesty - Christ coming as a child to save us and as a king to judge us - mortal life, immortal life. They clatter against each other like shutters in the wind with all their points and counterpoints. They all but deafen us with their message at one and the same time of sin and grace, justice and mercy, comfort and challenge. "Cast away the works of darkness," they say, and put on the "armor of light." Maybe those are the words that best sum up the paradox of who we are and where we are. Somewhere between the darkness and the light. That is where we are as Christians. And not just at Advent time, but at all times. Somewhere between the fact of darkness and the hope of light. That is who we are.

"Advent" means "coming" of course, and the promise of Advent is that what is coming is an unimaginable invasion. The mythology of our age has to do with flying suacers and invasions from outer space, and that is unimaginable enough. But what is upon us now is even more so - a close encounter not of the third kind but of a different kind altogether. An invasion of holiness. That is what Advent is about.

What is coming upon the world is the Light of the World. It is Christ. That is the comfort of it. The challenge of it is that it has not come yet. Only the hope for it has come, only the longing for it. In the meantime we are in the dark, and the dark, God knows, is also in us. We watch and wait for a holiness to heal us and hallow us, to liberate us from the dark. Advent is like the hush in a theater just before the curtain rises. It is like the hazy ring around the winter moon that means the coming of snow which will turn the night to silver. Soon. But for the time being, our time, darkness is where we are.

3 comments:

Crystal said...

"Christ coming as a child to save us and as a king to judge us"

I can't get this part out of my head; it just is so amazing and wonderful to me. I feel overwhelmed with...something, I don't even know. Just wow, I am in love!

Kim Traynor said...

As the Mark Knopfler song goes -"I'll never get tired of Jesus..."

I finished Christ the Lord; Out of Egypt by Anne Rice last week and I recommend it whole heartedly. It's a beautiful book and I'm really grateful to Anne Rice for writing it. It is the kind of book that makes your life feel richer for having read it.

Crystal said...

Oh cool, a wonderful lady on one of the blogs I read, Mommy Life, is going to read it too. She wrote a little bit about what Anne has said. She also linked some reviews on the book that she liked. One of them is an article by World Magazine (my favorite Christian magazine!)about the book. Check it out.

http://mommylife.net/archives/2005/11/anne_rice.html